Sayonara Suckers!

Well buonanotte to this journal!!! So long!! Burn in hell!!

It's time to move on. There are thought here that certain people read, and I risk hurting someone's feelings if I write down what i want to write because I'm sure that this person still gets feeds from my blog, either intentionaly or not.

I must say that I feel stronger, freed and empowered. I have learnt that there's better things out there for me, and I should NEVER settle for second best, or live in denial of my true feelings. I have not cried for him. I have not longed for him. I have not missed him.

Cheers to meeting new people and having pure fun.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOHOOHOO! WOOOOOOHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWOOOOOOWOOOOOOOOO! WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

IT'S OVER!

Word can't express the relief in getting ALL of my folio work in. On time. Perhaps half arse in some areas, but good enough. My wrist is officially KILLING me, so after this blog post, it'll be away from the computer for me!

Was supposed to celebrate with icecream today. Don't know what's going on :( my posse seems to be giving the silent treatment (fucking games!)

*sigh* well, back to cleaning with really loud music.

adjustments

Time for change... Again.

Well, classes are over, only got projects and one exam to focus on now. These projects are killing me though, there's still much to be done :/

So anyways, that means in less than one month, I'm moving back to Yea until February. Yup, back with the family. That's good though, because atleast I have company, fresh air, a way to help out and give back, and extra cash.

Jesse got a new job as an junior IT admin, which is fantastic :D. Sounds like they think he's just the bees knees. It's a 9-5.30 job though which means I'll have to adapt to seeing him less, which is gonna be hard :/ It would have been harder if I was going to be staying here over the holidays but I'm sure there'll be plenty to do back on the farm.

hopefully I won't get too bored.

Howl's Moving Castle

Look, I don't care how childish it is, or how much fairytale-ness it sports... but Howl's moving castle is stunning! I don't think that any 3D animating software can ever capture the beauty that comes with hand drawn animation. It was just unfknblvbl.

can't wait until that travelling anime films co. gets around Australia, I really want to see it. Now anime with 3D backgrounds and hand-drawn characters, as in Ghost in a Shell 2, now THAT is something no anime-loving human should miss. Purely awe-inspiring.

:D

Battle bots!

It's seriously ridiculous... Building robots to fight a war for you? Oh sure, less casualties for you in the meantime, America, but wtf happens when Japan, with their awesome and low production-cost robots come and kick your obesed arses?

Seriously, it'd be more worthwhile fighting a war on an NES, for fuck's sake.

rendering

Guys, guys!

Check out my latest submission at My DeviantArt Gallery!
Its a cute little rendering (nothing special).

better get back to keeping an eye on that juicy burger I'm cooking ;)

feeling so ugly

Doesn't matter what you do to make yourself feel good sometimes...

I buffed myself up in the bath today, y'know, because I was feeling a bit ordinary, and felt pretty good when i got out and made myself smooth and hairless again. it's also been 58 hours since I've orgasmed too so I'm a bit strung out.

Well I try to flirt and it gets ignored. It only takes that for your hour of work in the tub to be brought back to feeling sub-ordinary again. It's really upsetting.

WTF HAPPENED TO THE FUN.