feeling so ugly

Doesn't matter what you do to make yourself feel good sometimes...

I buffed myself up in the bath today, y'know, because I was feeling a bit ordinary, and felt pretty good when i got out and made myself smooth and hairless again. it's also been 58 hours since I've orgasmed too so I'm a bit strung out.

Well I try to flirt and it gets ignored. It only takes that for your hour of work in the tub to be brought back to feeling sub-ordinary again. It's really upsetting.

WTF HAPPENED TO THE FUN.