More proof that the world hates me... And more reason for me to hate it.

on the panda trail!
Fuck I hate this birthday...
Fuck I hate people who pretended to be my friends but have more important thing to do during their holiday than come to see me for my birthday. One day of the fucking year and "OMG, no I gotta stay indoors all weekend with my fucking stupid old 28 yo boyfriend and look after his 7 year old fucking daughter". Now please tell me... Where the fuck is this person's fucking priorities? SHe spends every fortnight with those pair of arsewipes but won't spare me one day of her entire year on what is supposed to be a person's most impotant and special day of the year. Fuck her.

Another arsehole decided that she didn't know who the fuck I was anymore. Fuck her too.

Fuck everyone. I just want to stay home and scull a whole bottle of scotch straight from the bottle on my own and make myself vomit up the past of my life. Even my own mother doesn't want to make the very occasional trip down to see me.

Thank fuck for Hayley and Jesse. At least they put the effort in to make sure that I haven't slipped in the shower and bumped my head on the tiles and died. Fuck everyone else.

btw, that bible site? Came up because I was getting the p and s backwards in blogspot. So I can't really complain, only check my URL typing. Still annoying though. So no spyware has attacked my computer (lately, had to do a reg cleanout and get rid of eZula and some porn toolbar for IE that I never saw because I use firefox).

SO my plan today? Message everyone who has been making me feel miserable and tell them how fucked they are and how much I hate them. At least it will be a temporary antidote. Not that I have anything to lose anyway.

Yours in utter bitterness,
Panda.