Greasy food and a warm bed is what I need :'(

on the panda trail!

It's officially one of those days. One of those days where all you want to do is crawl under a mountain of blankets with a bucket of KFC and something chocolatey, with some really depressed "why me" music on and sulk yourself to sleep. No kidding. It all just got a little too much for me today. For the first time ever I haven't been able to finish all of my work in time. I still have some things that the staff wanted me to type up and print but I just can't fit it in. The pressure just crashed down on me today and I couldn't take it anymore. It made it worse too that they were accusing me of having 7 days off work when I only had 5, so they were ready to take 4 days pay from me (because I had only 1 sick day left and they'd taken 2 from last pay already). Then they dump the phones on me while I'm desperately trying to get overdue work done and nobody would give me a break or help me at all. I got to the point where I just could not move I was so stressed out and so now I sit in solitude in the client computer room, away from everyone and the phones so I can concentrate, calm down and get work done.

Tonight is a fast food night, no doubt about it. Either maccas or KFC. I need it badly. And a pack of bounty fun size bars. And a malibu and a pack of smokes. And some Tomb Raider. Yeah I'll be all set then. Fuck Christmas shopping. I know I've done little but not in my state, no way. Or maybe should, Jesse's coming over tomorrow and I won't have the time. We'll see if I can handle the christmas crowd or not.

Yours in depression, Panda