Boring holidays

on the panda trail!
Meh.

What else can I say about these holidays? While I was sorely needing the break, I feel like it's time to do something again. Currently being a farm bitch and helping the family out back home. Bottle feeding cows is not as nice as it sounds but at least it's not as bad as sitting around watching the clock.

Been fairly tired lately too. I get about 10 hours of comfortable sleep from 1am to 11am BUT if I don't put on an alarm I sleep until 3pm easy. My diet is alright so I don't know what it is.

Feeling worthless in terms of designing and drawing stuff lately. I feel like a fraud when people like my work. The father says I should be more arrogant and take more pride in my work o.O, how that helps me I do not know. I'd be lying to myself. The really annoying thing is what I actually like, other people don't really care for.

I haven't been out clubbing/pubbing for a good month now seeing as though my drinking best bud seems to be ditching me a lot. Oh well, good for the wallet and good for the liver. Can't complain. Not good for morale though :S

Time to stop whinging now.